December 2011
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Václav Havel: "Politics and Conscience" ...
I  As a boy, I lived for some time in the country and I clearly remember an experience from those days: I used to walk to school in a nearby village along a cart track through the fields and, on the way, see on the horizon a huge smokestack of some hurriedly built factory, in all likelihood in the service of war. It spewed dense brown smoke and scattered it across the sky. Each time I saw it, I...
Dec 18th
November 2011
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Carondelet Leadership Academy Wins Highly...
Carondelet Leadership Academy was one of only seven Missouri districts and charter schools awarded the Title II.D Competitive Technology Grant through the Missouri Department of Elementary and Secondary Education (DESE) for our Technology Enhanced Real Time Learning Project.  This grant, worth $82,057, will provide around 102 fourth, fifth, and sixth grade students with an iPad, keyboard, and...
Nov 4th
October 2011
2 posts
“I think what we need is a return to a belief not in liberty, because that is...”
– London Review of Books interview with Tony Judt
Oct 16th
“No doubt today’s economy is why I’ve had questions of late from recent college...”
– Of all places, the Subaru Drive magazine. Owner Spotlight:  Dennis Coello
Oct 13th
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humanbn: Purle nestles in with Ollie babes
Oct 21st
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September 2010
1 post
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crybaby (cry,baby!)
I tear up when something touches a little vat of tenderness that I carry with me all the time. Sometimes I am a little embarrassed at the what some (including me) might consider the dreck that touches it, but hell I am a mostly a lowbrow girl. Goofy, saccharine commercials on TV? Check. Hallmark Channel quality movies that I don’t especially like? Check. Thinking about the sadness and struggle...
Sep 17th
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August 2010
1 post
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empty calories (and words) suck!
Hey recruiters (and anyone else to whom this is applicable). Quit using meaningless words in your written presentations. Bring the beef instead! Words matter.   Sometimes I will see a write up along the lines of:  ”Billy Bob has an impressive background.”  After I wipe the vomit off my keyboard I just might keep reading. Look, it is a tough world out there, and we need to face the facts.  The...
Aug 20th
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February 2010
3 posts
a special place in hell
All violence is injustice. The fire of hatred and violence cannot be extinguished by adding more hatred and violence to the fire. The only antidote to violence is compassion. And what is compassion made of? It is made of understanding. When there is no understanding, how can we feel compassion, how can we begin to relieve the great suffering that is there? So understanding is the very real...
Feb 25th
me.
I’ve recruited people for commercial product development for over 15 years.  I cut my teeth on C/C++ multi-platform software developers – medical device products, embedded systems, and hardware design.  I like that world – it is challenging.  I will always have a soft spot for folks with that kind of experience because I like their development rigor and ability to work well with challenging...
Feb 17th
In April of 2008 I wrote this: I needed to see this today, right now: Right after I started my business, while I was still in the midst of the terror and doubt, I remember being amazed at how helpful and kind some people were. They still are, only now I am less stiff, and am beginning to trust in this thing that is building. It has been months since I woke up scared in the middle of the night...
Feb 12th
January 2010
6 posts
Compassion practice is daring. It involves learning to relax and allowing ourselves to move gently toward what scares us. The trick to doing this is to stay with emotional distress without tightening into aversion; to let fear soften us rather than harden into resistance. - Pema Chodron
Jan 14th
“Each day, we’re given many opportunities to open up or shut down. The most precious opportunity presents itself when we come to the place where we think we can’t handle whatever is happening.” Pema Chodron
Jan 14th
A further sign of health is that we don’t become undone by fear and trembling, but we take it as a message that it’s time to stop struggling and look directly at what’s threatening us. - Pema Chdron
Jan 14th
who are you, anyway?
I had the opportunity to ponder who I am and what I do when someone asked about my technical recruiting background.  It turned into a little thought experiment/essay.  I don’t know what to think of it except it is a good reminder for me, and maybe it says something about how I work. I have been recruiting people for companies using open source skills since they began to gain acceptance in...
Jan 8th
I LOVE IT WHEN THE CLOUDS LIFT
Jan 7th
“Once we recognize that other sentient beings - people, animals, and even...”
– The Joy of Living, Yongey Mingyur Rinpoche
Jan 3rd
July 2009
2 posts
Jul 31st
Drama is a drug.
Yes, that is right. Drama is a drug.
Jul 31st
May 2009
1 post
What is at issue here is not culture as a value, as understood by critics of civilization such as Huxle, Jaspers, and Ortega y Gasset, but the necessity for enlightenment to reflect on itself if humanity is not to be totally betrayed. Dialectic of Enlightenment - Horkheimer & Adorno
May 18th
July 2008
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too many options!
nothing makes me feel feel the paralysis of choice more pointedly than the toothpaste aisle in my grocery. good lord!
Jul 19th
June 2008
6 posts
Love this guy:  →
Our mission is to provide a risk-management perspective to the often political debate of global warming. We aim to quantify the possible consequences of various international, national, statewide, and personal actions (or inaction), based upon economic and climate models provided by top scientists in their...
Jun 24th
“it is sometimes the curse and the blessing of the poet to perceive without yet...”
– audre lorde
Jun 24th
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off the table
what happens when you take all limits away? whether it be ethics, morality, self-imposed limitations or external pressures shaping us - what happens when those are gone. myths and rules, both comfortable and terrible, cease to speak. what springs up? what do we create in that space? how do we see, and explain, both ourselves and others? what else is there, anyway?
Jun 24th
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possible
breathing in i calm my body | breathing out I smile What happens between? I am impatient. I want. I want to see what happens, then I want to see what happens next. I want to feel, and then feel more. I am learning to be in the space between, to lose myself in the moment that is, now, instead of thrusting into the next act, event, or possibility. The most creativity, anticipation,...
Jun 24th
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She is not yet ready for her closeup.
Jun 22nd
3 legged dog
While riding my bike today I saw a lil’ old man, walking his lil’ old three-legged dog with attention and devotion. It touched me to see the dog bounding through the grass.  Later, I thought of this snippet: Help me to love the small, the damaged, the three-legged dog, without sorrow. I think of that phrase often.  How do you love as is, without sorrow? Takes practice. “Heal...
Jun 7th
May 2008
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buddha business
Funny. As I work to develop real mental chops in order to calm my mind, I am have a growing awareness that calm is not passive.  Acceptance of things as they are can lead to action that is more powerful.  Life on life’s terms - especially in regards to business is a powerful starting point.  I need to percolate on this - the words are not coming. 
May 6th
April 2008
2 posts
impatience
isn’t it funny, the stuff we least tolerate in others is usually that which we dislike in ourselves. 
Apr 27th
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Apr 27th